I love Ojamajo Doremi so much!!!!

The 25th of April

Haha what the title says. It's been rotting my brain like crazyyyyyy. I really wanna watch it from the start in order but I get soo excited and jump from episode to episode. I love how much of a slow burn it is. These girls have matured soooo much. AHHH so so so much to praise when it comes to this story it means the world to me forever and EVAA!!!!!!!!!! 💗

Not much happened today. I slept through to midday. I ate some chips. Considered downing a whole bowl of ice cream for brunch. Went outside to walk. Hey wait I shouldn't be so dismissive of that. It's taken me a lot of energy to do that. Yah!!! Depression win 🥳 🥳!!!!! I'm very proud of myself. The weather was soo refreshing. The aroma of petrichor and the breeze is a very very aprpeciated change of pace. Yup, succesfully (?) fighting the hopelessness day by day2!!! Which reminds me, I really gotta improve my arsenal of recipes... Eugh. Preparing proper meals is so vexing with ADHD and depression. I heard fried rice is easy. Maybe I gotta add some frozen veggies to my mi goreng n egg.. mm

Sleeppppp..... I struggle to sleep unless I'm fully passed out with zero energy.It's difficult to fight restlessness when you're ADHD.. Speaking of which, I wanna take my vyvanse regularly, but taking it late impacts my sleep, but if I take it irregardless of it's effects, the lack of sleep makes me very neurotic and despite what people say: sleep is important. Oof. So many problems I need to tackle,, so little will,, blegh.

But hey! Things are lookin up, as I'm writing there's a rainbow in my peripheral vision of my bedroom window 🌈🌈🥳

Sincerely, Zoe.